May 23 update.
I'm still doing okay lately. I've been dealing with sleep deprivation and it's made it difficult to work through personal issues or projects. So mostly I've just been cleaning around the house and half-watching or half-reading various streams or books. My counselor has advised me to take it easy and not force myself to work harder on emotional things than I can manage, so I'm trying to do just that.
A few things have clicked well enough, though. The WAC baseball and NCAA softball tournaments have been pretty fun this year, even if Tarleton got eliminated pretty early on. And Combo Breaker is running right now, so there's a lot of good fighting going on.
But... I'm still pretty drained, and still pretty uninterested. Like, going to sleep early because I'm bored type shit. It is what it is.